if you ever asked me that do i miss you? i would tell you, do you breathe? the thoughts of you make my heart bleed. but you and i know, i dont show it out or express it to others. i'm a self centered bastard.which explain why i lost you.

nowadays, i'm seldom online on msn, mainly due to that i'm having a problem with the new msn signing in and out. secondly, i think because in the past, we would chat at msn. so whatever i do, i would be online to chat with her. since then, i'm like losing my connections with the worlds through phones or msn/skype.
mainly because, no one bothers to talk with me. which then i find it kind of pointless as i had lost the motivation to be online.

sometime, it would be good if you're able to cry. because when the days goes by, you realise your tears tend to get dry up, sooner or later.

what if, i tell myself that i would break down real badly. i believe i would really so. because i just couldnt find anyone that love me as much she used to do. =/

there are so many things that i want to blog but i just couldnt find the motivation to do so.


all i want to know, is that are you doing OK?!? could you allow me to do so? i just want to cry myself to sleep this very night. =(
i'm fking emo whenever i'm left alone at night for too long.or i should say, i'm fking emo over her, and only her have what it takes to make me feel this way. =/