i took LRT today, i looked around to find any signs of you. the you that lingers around at here. i looked at my watch, it's around the time that you could be going home.the place which we part, the memories i had, they still lingers.

we meet due to fate. do you remember how we met still? do you remember how i tried to chase you back then? if i had those msn conv still, i could tell you. i would read them again at times. i tried very hard not to think about you too much during the day times. but the harder i try, i miss you even more at night. but lucky, it doesnt occur most of the times.

they are days where i could make myself so tired that i wouldnt think, even for that split second.i dont want to kiss goodbye. i dont know what else could i do for you now, all i could do now was to hope that you're doing better without me and wont let anyone bully you. but then, if i know such things. i couldnt do anything about it. i'm nothing to you anymore.
i could imagine myself being dumbfolded, i'm off nothing to her right now. what rights do i have? i have no rights, but just a heart of not wanting her to be hurt.

sometime i thinks, is it really better this way? i think she is, and she is trying to help me move on too.
my heart is warm when i remember i had you, after all. what good is there when you're together and not happy.


speaking of which, i was quite happy when you text me the other time, even though it ended pretty fast, i was glad that it happened.



you know, as a outsider. we couldnt do much, the help we could give is pretty limited. everything is up to yourself to decide how the story goes.


and yes val, i'm a fake and hopeless guy. well, i know there is someone that still cares about me right now.
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and i got the shirt and the bag i brought today, i kind of like the bag. but the shirt is a little tight fit and my mum suggested me to wear another shirt over it.

and we went to eat at katong laska today at katong! cause the place of collection was somewhere near there.