had a E36Q steamboat just now at rainer's house! it was so long, nearly 2 years ever since the first sleep-over we had. everyone still looks the same to me! glad that everyone is doing fine! after that, we played monopoly deal. i always seem others playing it, now that i have my tries on it. it seem pretty fun! well, it's the clique that make it fun!


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now that i have heard your side of the story, i cant help but to feel sad.they told me that you're very sad at that point of time and then words are spreading around. but, have you ever know what i'm feeling. they told me, to do the same way. so that you would know how i'm feeling for you still, so there would be any chance of getting back. but then, what would i remember now is that you would ask me to move on. they told me, perhaps i had hurt you too deep that you moved on. i suppose, that's true. if you really do, which i believe so. you must be happier than before, happier than the period that you're with me. so that i can find some excuses to comfort myself that you're doing better without me.

i heard that you're still the same as whom you're back then, i lack the strength to see you in person. you grow more mature


and my friend told me, he sense sadness in me when i told them my part of the story. he sense sadness in my words which are so seldom. as some might know, i'm not those type of guys that show their feelings when the lights are up. sometime, i think it's quite sad as what i felt in the day, will only reflect when the lights are down and when i'm alone. with then came to a point that i'm used to such feelings and by the time when the lights are up, i couldnt feel anything anymore. it's like a soulless body.




只能怀念下去。。。爱有时很无奈。
能看你一生幸福到老　這樣就好


知道他不愛我.他的眼神 說出他的心.


我想哭但是哭不出来，
人都说哭出来就好了，
就正常了....
真的哭不出来....