i saw your friend on vietnam trip meeting. i was thinking if i should ever start a topic with her just to find out more about you.


i realise that i think a lot when i'm shitting and now that i'm in class. i couldnt think of any. it seem weird for me to blog during school hours.

but somehow, i still miss you. then i realise even if i can lie to whole world that i wouldnt mind what had happened. but deep down, i know it would happen again. they said i should let you go. perhaps i really should huh. i know you're pretty determined and i know you wont not even be viewing my blog anymore. oh well, what done is done, but i cant help to think about it at times.

perhaps, it's just human nature. they think a lot.
i do think a lot, i think about the present but not the past and future. for what done is done and cant be changed and what have yet to come would only be predicted and might not be true. i realise that what i wanted was certainly in life.

then my friend told me, the way you think isnt the right way. you have to plan for your future as well. at least have a aim, so you would know where you would be going.i have a aim but that is not really related to my job. all i ask, was to have a family and kids and a stable job with fairly income. i'm just like any normal singaporean, it's the common mindset out there. i know that i'm those type of guys that would actually sacrifice myself to bring joy to others and family. perhaps, that's how my father thinks as well.


i'm suppose to be doing work and yet i'm still typing and typing. typing on stuffs that arent related to my school work.


this all would be going to stop. but till then, just let things be how it be.


then the happy part is that the bus come on time for me again! it's like how they always say, everyone neglect the small things but it's the small things that matter most.
have you looked at your small things in your life that you should be happy for?