it's the CNY eve and yet, i dont have the mood for CNY. i dont know why but the mood of collecting ang baos doesn't thrill me. i don't know but i'm pretty dull though everyone is so hype for CNY.




sometime, i think it's better to be single. i think, why i feel so terrible at times, is that i'm too used with a person with me. unless my secondary school days where i'm perfectly fine being alone. i need to change my thinking soon, that single is good. i should really get back my secondary school's mindset. that single is the best. the more i look, the worse i feel.


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it's time for gamble! huat ar!