i cant help to post only the sad stuff. i have many happy stuff but i only post the sad stuff. the things that made me feel the most



like just now when i was returning home. i saw her sister. i was shocked and panicked. i walked slowly so that i dont catch her eyes. i walked till LRT platform. i dont know why, i looked at her from a distance away to see if she is meeting her. i was so eager to see her. oh well. i realise she isnt there. i dont know what i feel. i just feel kind of sad that i started browsing all the memories with her. oh well, if it hurts, then it doesnt make a difference to make it worse.

i thought i could forgot but i realise i cant. time have to just pass for me to really get used to it.