i think i might just cry myself to sleep =(

i just saw my ex and the guy that she had then been telling me's photo. omg, my heart suddenly sink so low that i felt a shock. i'm in deep despair right now and i dont know what to do. and this is why curiosity kills the cat and it's really killing me. looking at how your ex get together with another guy.


yes yes yes, i know we're no longer together and i should have no concern over her matters. but then, i dont know why. i felt this way, i really dont know why =(



is it that i still love her? for no ways of affection would make a man like me feel so badly.