went to kristine house and explore.haha.stay there and eat mee
i mean them.i was on diet.haha.as what meimei said too.
went home later.something inside me that urge me to dig the sand.
so i did.i was like if i can dig bigger,it would be better.
if there is really someone there.at least i found it.xD
i would try some other time.if i am urge again.xD

talked with fish.about alot of thing.
some might think it good or bad.whos care.
trust we talked about.secret we talked about.
the ability to trust and tell other secret.
if anyone really told you a secret.please do it keep it a secret.
as the person have that trust in you that why he choose to tell you.
do keep it.do not betray that trust that he have in you.
secret are mended to be kept.not said.
do kept it and think about it.xD
consoul if possible.try than.

proactive and not reactive.
ask and not wait to ask.
if you waiting than so be it.
everyone have trust in everyone.please cherish it.


i have trust in you.if you betray me.than so be it.
i would either choose to trust in you again or just be it.
for everyone derserve other chances.
no matter how bad he is.
chances are very important.xD
if i am get rich i shall open a coffeeshop for all ex criminal.
a wish i wish to fifull.for even the bad person got a kind spot.
do trust them.if they betray you.just learnt a lesson.
and contine trust.

chance and trust if you were me who would you choose.
and 1 more thing.hope.i read a mail from kelvin
about hope.xD.dont know how to explain.haha.
hoping to get something doest mean you dont need to work for it.

from coach carter
"just because you derserve it,doest mean they would give it to you, you got to fight for it."


till now.
trust.
fish trust me and so i will trust you.xD.
i wont let you down.
i cross my heart.haha.

take care.xD