the days where i could just listen to songs and do self-reflection/emo for the night.i kind of misses such nights where i could just do nothing. even tho it's not good to be emo but it had been awhile ever i feel this way? is it because of my gf? my friends? i dont know. i just love the endless flow of feeling flowing inside me. of cause it doesnt feel good but at least i could be 'someone' for now. there are times when your alternate self just pop out. i think this is my 'weird' alternate self. on a side note, this post sound so emo. but who cares since no one visit it. ~ i have seem many things in my BMT life and i realise i had been doing enough for the people around me. example like putting more effort to help them in their problems, understanding them better and why i would want to do this? i dont know but it's just in me. i feel it's ok if you take advantage of me but dont let it become a habit. and POP lor!