dreams do come true. why i said that? because my dream really came true. ok, back then i actually had a dream of her which is kind of frequent. my dream was also to see her for 1 time and it really did. i think the reason why, the only explaining i could find is that i miss her. not i wanna say it but because last time, while we were still together. i dont dream of her because i see her everyday as compare to now, i dont really see her which is why i dream of her.

anyway, the following day i saw her in the interchange. at first, i saw the back view of a person that really looked like her. my sixth sense is telling me that this person there is very important because i kept looking back at her. as we're quite far away, i was queuing up for 161 while she sat on the chairs. we were back facing each other. i dont know why, but something in me just kept me turning around to look at her.
i was actually 'thinking' if it is her. i looked at her bag, looked at her backview to see if anything reminds me of her view while we're still together.

to be honest, i had not really seem her back-view till we parted. then i actually thought it was really her. then i text my friend saying i think it's her! well, because i walked to inter together and they know each other so ya.

i always tell myself, whenever i see her i should go up and say hello! i mean afterall, i still consider myself as a friend to her but i know she dont. but then the weird thing is, i cannot move or do anything. i'm very nervous about what happen. i couldnt think straight. i was sweating. it's like doing something wrong for the first time.

i didnt do anything but just kept looking back at this back-view. till then the bus came. i was struggling, to board or not. because i wanted to see her more. i followed the crowd and board the train. as the bus turn, i saw her. i admit, i'm very happy. because it's her.



i could feel the sorrow still. i shall stop here. my mind is too screw to even think.