i was cleaning my room when i saw this colorful cards lying there. at the front page was Jamming towards LOVE and the last was This is how it continue.i cant help to feel a pinch deep down. i cant help flipping tho the pages to see what you wrote. i dont know if you remember but i do.

which then reminds me of your birthday, the ever first birthday i planned or i should say the first ever birthday i took initiative to plan. back then, we were so much sweeter. i dont know why that we had lost such sweetness over the years.


i lose all the photos we took. i couldnt find them anymore.


i realize friends play big part when quarrels happen. when you're down, you find those important person that you value the most and ask for their comments. in which it have a deepest impact.


i'm clear of what is going on. just that i refuse to face the truth. if you were in my situation, you would understand. you really would.... =(