for some reasons, i'm addicted to tau huey. or i should say i'm actually addicted to selegie tau huey because when i was young, i love to eat tau huey. oh well, real often, i would go to eat tau huey with my tau huey partner.HAHAHA


it would been real good if you had something of her in you and we're so much better. but if its really so, then you aren't the person you're suppose to be. if you know, how much i love such interaction, we're so much better together. =/
or perhaps, it was me along. keeping you away from my heart, rejecting you,i don't know why, but such topics doesn't seem to come between us at all. all this years, i don't know why but we never had even talked about it, not even once.
i think it's really me, i started keeping myself close to myself, not to let anyone know about me as i would know about you. i suppose it really me that needed a change, but i cant seem to maintain the change for long. or i should say, i don't wish to change.

there are many things that could be done, just a want or a need.
and now the thing is, i don't know if i'm better with or without you.
i don't wish to lose a friend like her.
i'm greedy, i wanted the best for myself. but have i really think for others? i doubt so, if i had, i wouldn't be in a dilemma. but if i think about others, would they think for me? which is yet another dilemma.


meanwhile, let such things remains the way for it is now. i cant seem to find a way to get the best of it.



what love; deem love. i cant seem to get the hold of it. was it being together happy with someone called love?