i was taught and brought up in a way that the world was in the right order, where kindness begets kindess , where we should practice good karma.

but time to time , i ask myself. are they really happening? do the bad get punished and the good get rewarded?

i find myself in a dilmena.

do i want to get a good karma? or i should do whatever i want?

time to time , i stopped and think about it.am i really getting good karma out of the things i did?

am i really getting the things that i should have got it due to my good karma? it doesn't end up the way i plan to.

BUT

doesnt it warms a heart when you helped someone?

doesnt it make your day when you helped someone?

doesnt it make a good start when you helped someone?

it's a YES for me. actually , i had seen such cases helping before. cases where people being stingy and self-centered. once they had their parts of work , they would move on to doing their own activities instead of helping others. (well , perhaps if it's a girl asking for help. they might. )

i think they are up till that certain standard that helping others is just too boring.