A: hey , you busy ar?
B: haha , not really
A: than i dont disturb you.
B:ok.


ever found this familar? it sure make people wonder right , is he/she really busy or what or he/she just cant find a better way to shut your mouth and stop replying. people might find that not replying is hard so they choose to ' fu yan ' those that they are talking too.why cant they just said to them instead of giving people a dream that it is impossible. perhap for me only , i do feel this way , that somehow she/he dont wish to talk to you , which make me sad at times. or perhap sometime i am too senstive and thinks too much. if i dont think too much , my name is not jinglie.
but somehow , alot of us have a weak heart , which means that they would breakdown if someone just told them straight to the face , so i think it's best to act smart and clever and know when the time to keep quiet or being scold shut up , like how y.b always do.
if there is ever a normal debate in chinese , i am sure i would win.


i am going crazy , i totally miss the crap , girl. damn~ , i miss the crap! come on , somehow we should be able to be friends still! aw~ , i am so attracted to you even though we didn't really met and i cant find the reason other than that.so , call me whenever if you are free if you happens to see this , but it's ok cause i would pester you to see this also.


i finally bring the stupid guitar home and finally get my lj O level result and finally decided to choose what course and finally , one day she wouldn't talk anymore.
and finally , it's over!
joking , what is there to be over? guitar , i shall learn it and play to my girl , but who can i play it to now.result is fucking shit when i retake and still give me the same result and choosing courses , get abit irriating when a fly keep buzzing around , yes that's you EMEST , you are such a naggy ass -.-

26th , i would be drinking at downtown , whose coming =D
friends , crying over spilled milk or worried about how you are going to be scolded arent going to help . all you can do now is to think of a way to amend it and live life without any regrets.
somehow , we would have some , as for me now , i am living without regrets , for regrets seem like a burden to me.

i asked a crap question just now , i wonder if i go for the interview for 'sports and wellness' course at RP, would i be accepted. straight away i caught eyes looking at me and we laughed , afterall i knew it myself too =D