sick of people taking each other for granted.
somehow people take me for granted and i take people for granted.
but than who should is there for me to take for granted.

i shall carry on waiting.
since i know there wouldnt be any miracle.
the only miracle would we would be closer.
but somehow it only a miracle.


i shall drift apart now.
somehow.we all have problems.
i shall drift apart.
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friends
goodbye james blunt.
(i wondered how it feels to be a loner sometime)

i decided to be lazy from now on.
no more going out.
till my date with emest and pals


and my arm make me seriously feel like a handicapped.
it like a internal injure.
it so sour?!?
bloody handicapped.
but somehow life still goes on.