2dae,stanley siao le,wan 2 fight with me,i juz spray the watchboard cleaner nt even knowin got hit him anot den he take water bottle spray me den i of coz spray him back lah,den he angry slam the water bottle at me den push me,den shout if wan 1 on 1 lor,it nt i dun wan if juz i dun wan,den actualli bo cry de den they all crowded me den my tear start 2 drop le,my tear tt i shed is onli fer parent,pressure n frien u r the second frien i shed fer,i bo scold u anyting coz i still wan u 2 b my frien,i do not wish 2 fight frien,but if u push ting 2 far dun force me le,den i go toliet lor,den go staircase there sit,den they tok den i play with clarence lighter den i bit my own hand n my fingernail kana burnt n black colour on the tip so pain sia,den ah jie oso angry den i hear frm shandy sayin tt she say tt we both r frien y fight(ah jie nt she say wan i hear de),den she talk me 2 tok 2 him,ii will b willin 2 shake hand with him,but it onli matter if he would accpet it,once i play i oso dunno how 2 stop de lah,but den since 2dae wad happen i realise tt i dun realli noe some of my frien,perhap the year we b together is nt long enough,i dunno,fuk sia frien n sch work all forcin me 2 a cliff,i wonder wad can i do,fight it???but how???he oso say wad he ren me veri long le..if u dun happi u can say it out de i can accpet any comment de,i dun mind word tt r harmful,i can take it,u tel me i will try 2 change but u didnt tel me at all, so wad u wan me 2 do,haizz....so sad sia den later dunno can go cycle anot....frien r so strange,if there anyone ttt understand me,i can tel u tt wont b anyone tt can understand me veri well,even though the 9 r,i alway hang out with,but i dun tink anyone can understand me veri well,human heart r so strange...fuk tub of life...i m willin 2 change if onli someone can stand out n stand me my mistake,but i can tell u there wont de anyone 2 tel me anyting,but u can do so u can b veri frank with me i will try 2 change if onli u give me the chance 2 do so,is there any song 2 represent 2 my life wad m i goin though,i can tel u there is n tt is welcome to my life,the song say it all bout my life but some is nt true lah but almost all is lah.....realli wan someting 2 vent my anger at...a punchbag?? or wad i dunno..u can give me 1 if u wan...fuk tub of my life..........