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FUK sia....does parent noe wad is pressure....u tink i dun wan 2 pay attention in class izzit....i m tryin ok...... im tryin 2 do my best n u there kip kp n kp.......cant take it ok.....i m a juz a human ok......upon readin mrs teo give miss chan de comment bout me....frm tt day onward,i tel myself 2 change 4 the better.....but im tryin....im nt god ok....oso nt any smart alex.....i need time 2 change 4 the better.....but did u all noe .....NO...onli noe how 2 kp n kp.....i afraid wad happen last year will happen again when i cant take it anymore......i m realli stress......im tryin ok....stop forcin me 2 change so fast....wad the pts if i cant learn anyting n juz change 4 the better.....im tryin 2 learn the lesson n oso changin 4 the better......i juz nw more time 2 change.....plz give me time.....stop forcin me up......stop forcin me into a edge....if i cant....take it i dun realli noe wad will happen this time again.....i need time....jzu give me time..........STRESS!!!PRESSURE!!!....at sch so stress..go home oso stress....at least at sch is better...more peaceful....i m changin....im nw tryin 2 brin my math home 2 revise le ok.....stop tellin me 2 do ting....i noe wad 2 do n wad not 2 do....juz need time 2 change my old habit.....n miss chan y must u tok 2 my parent......if u wan tok...tok 2 me face 2 face.....i can change ok....stop usin my parent 2 change me.....i cna choose 2 b bad or gd.....but i choose 2 b gd coz i still wan 2 study......if i dun bother 2 study....i dun even bother 2 go sch le ok.........may god give me more time 2 change.......if there is realli nt stress up....i may jump.....stress n stress n stress....ok..........................anyone can help me tuition 4 my math oso?